reenabob

Dear Friends list,

Do you remember my little niece who will be dancing to Save the Last Dance? Well, I am giving her an iPod for Christmas because every 4-year-old needs one and I would really like to put that song on it for her only I do not seem to have it on mp3! Please please please would anyone be willing to upload it for me?

Thank you very much and have a smashing holiday.

Love,
Reenabob

My tiny four-year-old niece will be performing her dance recital this year to Save the Last Dance for Me, and my poor sister can barely get through watching her practicing in dance class without weeping. She told me that none of the other moms get it.

So I have had Make Your Own Kind of Music in my head for the past two weeks, and now it is finally gone only to be replaced by Mandy. OH TELEVISIONS, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE??

Happy birthday to my darling f1renze. Last year on your birthday I had only just met you and I said this:

Despite the fact that I haven’t known you long you’re already one of my most favorite people here

I am happy to report that one year later, you still remain one of my favorite people. I love you more now than I did then, and I have many reasons to wish you a happy birthday:

• Because you are always there when I need you, and you always know exactly what to give me.



• Because I smile when we say goodbye on YIM; even though I know what you’re going to say before you say it, it still fills my heart with joy every time.



• Because I believe in you like I believe in Buffy.



• Because sisters are forever, even adopted Asian ones.

I just checked and it is still your birthday where you are, and I hope that your day was filled with all the things that matter and that you were surrounded by the people you love.

Notes: Post S5 ficlet; rated R. Just because there's no porn doesn't mean I love you any less, Flozie :X:X:X

( From Where I Can't Return )

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY SDV!!!!

I HOPE THAT YOUR DAY IS V.V. EXCELLENT BECAUSE YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT. HERE ARE SOME REASONS WHY:

1. YOU LET ME SLEEP ON YOUR FAB COUCH

2. YOU ARE LIKE THE BEST PERSON IN THE UNIVERSE TO TALK TO ABOUT TV'S QUEER AS FOLK

3. YOU LEAVE THE BEST FEEDBACK EVER AND IT TOTALLY MAKES ME SQUEAL IN DELIGHT

4. YOU ARE SO AMAZINGLY KIND AND GENEROUS AND ALSO SMART AND DID I MENTION REALLY HYSTERICAL

OKAY THAT IS ONLY A PARTIAL LIST OF COURSE SO KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY OTHER REASONS WHY I HOPE YOU HAVE ONE MILLION HAPPY MOMENTS TODAY AND EVERY DAY :X:X:X:X

First I have to say PLEASE LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL NEW ICON COURTESY OF paddies. Let us deconstruct what makes this icon amazing: it has pretty Justin and his perfectly perfect early S3 hair, PRETTY JUSTIN IS WEARING RED, AND IT HAS MY NAME ON IT. ALSO PLEASE SEE THIS ICON WHICH IS EQUALLY BRILLIANT BECAUSE IT FEATURES THE BEAUTIFUL AND GLOWING BRIAN OF EARLY S3 AND HIS QUESTIONABLE PART IS CONVENIENTLY CROPPED OUT OF THE PICTURE:



So I have been feeling kind of sad about QAF. Not like weepy and depressed sad, just really missing it, I think. It's not so much the ending (which has finally lost it's sting), it is just that I want more of their story. I want to know about all of the wonderful things that Brian and Justin do together. And yes, people have written fic and there is my imagination, but it's not the same, you know? I'm not nearly as caught up in it as when the finale aired, but every time I log into LJ I am reminded of QAF and then I get that sort of frowny face feeling again :(

I tried to cope by writing and I came up with something which is sort of unlike anything I have ever written before and helped me feel a bit better but will probably never, ever be read by anyone (well except for zeldachilds who threatened me with violence). I don't know if I expected it to be some kind of catharsis or something, and I guess it kind of was, but, well, I'm just very :|:|:|:| about the whole thing, and about life in general, really.

I'm going to stop now because I'm getting way too maudlin for a Tuesday morning. Just so you know, I am not like, consumed with grief or anything, I'm just sort of pensively melancholy. Or something.

Okay so some really amazing people are writing some really amazing fictions right now, but everywhere I turn, I see angst and possible tragedy and maybe not-so-happy endings, and while this can be good in its own way, I am just feeling all weepy :((:((:((

Please note that I am in no way saying that I do not appreciate these fabulous stories, it is just that I could use something happy right now. Like 100% happy, no angst included. Also porn would be nice. IS ANYONE WRITING STORIES LIKE THIS???

HAPPY BIRTHDAY burnitbackwards!!!!

This is not exactly what you wanted, and I hope someday to give that to you as well (AND I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN), but for right now, this is ALL I GOT! I love you so much, like FOR REAL FOR REAL and I hope you have the bestest day ev :X:X:X:X:X

Notes: Set sometime in late season 1; rated NC-17.

Thanks to ragingpixie for a fabulous beta and also to Robert Service for the title.

( The Sunshine Seeks My Little Room )

HELLO GENIUS PEOPLE OF LIVEJOURNAL!

I know there are some v.v. smart people out there, and also many Buffy fans. Well, I need your help.

Buffy makes some very questionable fashion choices, however I have to admit that while I don't always enjoy her outfits, I do have a certain amount of respect for the fact that she makes such ambitious choices and still manages to save the world on a regular basis. And while I would probably not wear most of the things she owns, there is one part of her wardrobe I do covet: her coat collection. There are some that I'm not crazy about, but on the whole, I would die for her many, many crayola colored 3/4 length coats. The one coat that I love above all others is the cherry red one, but I do not remember which episode or episodes that was from.

So what does this have to do with anything, you ask? Well I will tell you what. I am listing three things which would make me v.v. happy today in order of increasing importance. Any assistance with these would be greatly appreciated :X:X:X

1. The name of the episode or episodes in which Buffy wears her red coat (bonus points for screencaps!)

2. Icons of Buffy wearing said coat.

3. Link to a place where I can purchase such a coat for all of my demon slaying and general world saving activities.

Thank you thank you!

Many, many moons ago, burnitbackwards asked me if I wanted to write dirty smut with her and then suggested a brilliant and fabulous scenario, and while we discussed it for awhile, we never actually got around to writing it. Since she is currently working on her last QAF fic ever, I decided to go ahead and do this all alone!

Of course burnitbackwards was wonderful enough to beta it for me and everything, so thank you my darling. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS :X:X:X:X

Notes: This takes place in 208, immediately after Justin chases Jennifer out of the loft and then begs Brian to tell him what he did with the trick while Justin was away. (Please see caps of scene here, courtesy of weirdqafan.)

Title is from Howl by Allen Ginsberg. Rated NC-17. This is porn, people. Happy, happy angst-free porn :D

( Ecstatic and Insatiate )